basic misunderstanding leads to self-isolation.
when the outer world is ... different from your inner intuitive understanding.
when domination is the main game of the world while your favorite is creation.
when you have to suppress your inner essence in order to survive.
while you've waited for the freeing outburst changing.. destroying the boundaries and controllers just because you want to just because you feel so.
you can play the domination game that most people around you are plaing all their life... But it turns out to be too boring .
You feel to always have known another way and you'll use it.
You feel to choose but not to be chose. You actually feel more and see more.
It happens sometimes like sparks lighting the flammable spirit.
You want to change but you don't know your way so you have to create it.
You know there are others but you're so overloaded that you almost never act congruently.
You wish to find then cause it's the only you really want. There is nothing as significant as this desire.
You're tired.
You don't know. You don't feel.
You don't know why are you doing what you're doing because you feel to do totally different things and you'll try them all!