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I can’t believe in what I feel…
I can’t accept the things I see…
My world is crushed by eyes of steel…
I shiver as I pant for there…
I hardly tried to be ignored
And failed in hiding from your gaze.
Like highest admirable Queen
You own me, my time and space.
I fell in love, oh yes, I did it!
So many times I tried to quit
Of it; but still I stay the same.
The ones I hate – they are my lust!
The worst ones are the men I choose.
I always win so you will lose!
I have mistaken only once…
You’re the exception to my rule
You’ve whirled me in this Devil’s Dance –
And in your hands I’m just a tool.
Why here? Why Now? Why you? Why me?
Just answer these and go to Hell!
Forget my face and leave me be.
The time has come to say farewell…
Excuse me, don’t forget one fact!
Such little truth, but it makes sense.
There’s no disease that can infect
My soul; but yours has no defense.
I’ll overcome this awful pain.
I’m strong, you know, so you are weak!
Your suffering won’t be in vain:
You’ll be a martyr who’s lovesick…