Such a sheety feeling...Like you've been betraying your life since the moment you were born.... Have you ever felt that? Such a loneliness, nothing in this world touches you, you're becoming a kind of a robot that can't really do anything except remembering some fucking stupid things of that cruel past... Like you've been brought back by some evil god and you're standing alone, watching yours steps through "reality"... It has nothing to do with the term of "depression" as our reality used to understand this fucking term... So funny that nobody can really explain this strange feeling...
Huh, feel myself a "small, dummy goth..."... But as the matter of fact i ain't even a kind'a that one type... wanna cry and just don't give a fuck who's reading this... If u'v ever felt yourself like this, u'll understand, if not... you'r quite a lucky one...

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