Настроение сейчас - Thankfull

Well, sure... It should have happened, right? I'm in such a great love with this gorgeous language that I could not help writing a blog in it. And what is more, I think Alinka_AtD have not done it yet? Great!) So I am the first...Hah... I like to be the first... Naah... "Like" - isn't the right word to say, but... i do not have the correct word close in my mind. Ok, let it be "like"..
Sooo, what am I going to write about? My friends of course. It is a dogma that there are 95% responsible for my happiness. There can be trips, USA, UK, Canada, etcetera... BUT! - I just feel incomplete without friends... Oh, sometimes loneliness is just the right cureness from mental injuries, anyhow, in most cases loneliness is killing... Slowly... I had a bitter experience. Though now I'm quite convinced that I had real friends even at that time... The thing is, I did not believe in them. I was so STUPID - I WANTED to be SICK and WANTED everyone to console me... Shame upon me! I have changed, I assure myself that the change is huge, because I do not want to be that guy from my past. On the contrary - you can't have a future without the past - the experience is unvaluabe... Ok, enough of this metaphysic shit...
I love my friends! For the last few monthes I pronounced this phrase, like zillion of times! Really, I have begun to value their friendship, their support. Ahh. I do not know what I gotta do without them...
Another issue. I take a vow that I would not EVER be the person to make my friends feel SORROW... (Hope this does not sound too sentimental). That is the point. I do care about them and feel awful when something wrong with them. It is like I mentally absorb their feelings... (Tell me it is not stupid what I am saying...).
It is all I wanted to speak about for now (of course I have a lot more to say - it is just I do not feel like saying it).
My friends are the best - and we are cool together!
Cheers!