I simply can’t understand so much. It is hard to do something then you can’t feel like it. Some times you force yourself to do it, but the result is always the same. You can make me smile or cry, but you can’t make me feel like it. Some times emotions don’t come from your heart, if it is so, they will despair some day, and all that left will be pain and sorrow. It is obvious that I can’t understand many things and to me, only one now important. Maybe it is stupid or pointless, but if it continues like that I am going to... I don’t know that I am going to do. From my point of you I am helpless creature that can’t be helped. One thing I can understand clearly - I am not an angel.
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