That night was special and incredeble for me...but nothing changed...you still don`t need me at all... it was a lot of pain? but I couldn`t say "NO"? ...because - sex - is the only thing you need from me...and I couldn`t refuse you in it...just because i need you too much... I miss you... I want you... I can give a lot to feel your touch on my skin...your kiss on my lips...to feel a scent of your skin...to touch your hairs...to feel your hands around me......And I so much want to be "someone" for you... to mean something in your life....