Simply for myself. So maybe this one will do?!

I'm feeling strange at the moment. First time after nearly three years in England I have some kind of a plan...of what exactly I want to do. But the most terrible thing about it is that I don't know how to achieve it...at least at the moment. Need to find a job for starters. Not the kind of job I had for the last two years...well, it could be similar, but it should be permanent.