Просто не могу не думать. Выкинуть. Временами больше временами меньше.

Временами да иди ты, временами стебу, временами уговариваю себя.

Даже что  то рациональное вычленяю.

А потом вот это:

Muse – Can't Take My Eyes Off You 


Can't Take My Eyes Off You

You're just too good to be true
Can't keep my eyes off of you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off you

Pardon the way that I stare
There's nothing else to compare
The sight of you makes me weak
There are no words left to speak
But if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you

I love you, baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you, baby
To warm the lonely nights
I love you, baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby
Let me love you

You're just too good to be true
Can't keep my eyes off of you
You feel like heaven to touch
I wanna hold you so much
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive
You're just too good to be true
Can't take my eyes off of you

I love you, baby
And if it's quite all right
I need you, baby
To warm the lonely nights
I love you, baby
Trust in me when I say
Oh, pretty baby
Don't bring me down, I pray
Oh, pretty baby
Now that I found you this day
Let me love you, baby
Let me love you

Ты слишком хорош для реального человека. Не могу перестать смотреть на тебя. Теперь, когда я тебя нашла,  позволь мне любить тебя. я так хочу тебя обнять. Согрей мои холодные ночи. Если ты...если я...

РРРРРРР, зла на себя.

Когда нибудь это пройдет.