Mm..what is there in his heart? Sometimes I want to be able to read his thoughts, because it's so difficult to understand him..he doesn't want to open his soul..he's closed..i'm as well..i'm afraid to tell him about my feelings..just because i'm afraid he won't say a word about his..or will ignore my words..maybe i'm wrong..happiness is a confidence that you're loved...i'm not sure..uncertainty kills me...
I missed him..and he wrote me today..did he miss me? i doubt a lot about that..I just want to see him..hug..feel his heart beating..listen to his breathing..take him by the hand...look at his eyes and kiss..
..miss you..want to feel you close to me..love you....
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