Hands shaking
Rage growing
Adrenaline pumping
Head throbbing
Heart dying
Sanity slowly slipping away

Love nonexistant
Friends not there
Sick to my stomach
Tears slipping out of my eyes
No matter how much I try to keep them back

Rage filling me
Along with waves of grief
Mixed in with... I don't know what else.

My heart thumping
My eyes threatening to bust out
My hands threatening to kill myself in a second...

My brain...

Shut off.




It's all just... happening so fast