There was one of those days...I felt different, world seemed different,beautiful, Sad with hope.I was passing this street where across they had gallery, i v never actually seen it here before, even though i pass every day here...So i went in, today i felt like doing something new,away from old rutine...After some time looking around, there was one painting witch had actually nothing much, but got me to move towards it.

 It represented girl, in the small room, painting..her painting didnt represent anything actually, but it was in her eyes, she was confused, or lost..sad, good part was she was with hope..i got so deep into her eyes, if i would totally understand her in that moment..

My hand moved towards that painting,could not resist, by the touch of frame felt my hand melt,and then my body felt cotton i liquefy, and my mind desappeared into open spaces..

I panicked, closed my eyes,and suddenly when i open them.. then suddenly i felt my self.. just next to her..little cold room, with little window from where small light sunshine was going through, i moved towards it,slowly step by step.  I relized Paysage from window was not real, was painted, small village, blue line witch was representing the river..River was not moving while you wore looking at it, but it did if you turn your eyes from it, and from angle of eyes you could see illusion..of it moving.

I gassped...i turn and i see falling brush on the floor,..when suddenly Girl is not there any more..There i asked my self, where am i?but grates puzzle is what is happening with me..i was afraid going to look what happend, but curiousity and thought bout what if i ll miss something in my life, always was stronger then my fear. But was nothing to risk,I missed already something in my life , my life, my self,we all do ,if we dont relize it in time.Wait, what i am talking about? about time?what a joke, time is acctually what people are created, such a misstake,time gives us nothing,may be think more about what you gonna do next instead, and do not look at present beauty of the world..So i did that step,i was more less sure nothing can be more risky then humain world it self.

As suddenly i looked at it, i saw nothing...i walked around it, trying to find something with big hope,searching for answer and then i looked at it again,there i saw changement. Spot appeared on a white paper, i looked at it closely and  closely,when i started to see just the table,then just a paper..then just a spot and nothing around, everything around was black,and impossible move your eyes to look somewhere else, i mean i didnt wanted too i felt my body feel up with sudden exitement..when i let everything happen how it is,the dirt on white paper changed into flower, then leaves around it,and that was it i was just there and nowhere, i was nothing but everything, in this moment there no question bothered me, i was just there.Flowers changed into geometrique shapes, then after some time the start appear into shaped faces,bodies...Fire!Houses!Screams and panics shaped world got into bordel..I could of panicked, but i did not.why? why everything started by flowers and peace?why now they are running?running out of time...

I saw further when i only closed my eyes,In unconsciousness I can find peace,i know there is one more place,i had not seen yet,waiting for me. I Unblocked the failure.

I see myself, so far below ,Still and silent, rest in peace..when i looked in a water, on my reflection..there was no reflection of me..was reflection of trees,and nature, when there was no such things around me..was just me..but not my reflection..reflection was..of me, not my body..thats the answer.I got deep inside..myself. water splashed in my face when i got to wake up, but unconsciousness or not, i can find peace, merciful release, somewhere between waking and sleeping..

And the prouve is for me it happend, when now i look at this painting, the girl is not sad anymore,and her painting is not white anymore neither...