Настроение сейчас - отсутствует
... I'm split on atoms.. The awkward age has passed, but attacks of despondency don't leave.. In a soul such melancholy, that I wish to cry.. My words so are banal.. I'm ashamed of it, but I can't make anything..I think, that it's caused by feeling of loneliness.. In fact so usually happens, at least at me.
..Likely I seem infantile.. It would be fair because I really such.. such silly.. Besides I'm interested only in myself..
Today I hate myself.