odnashdi wsyaw odin is wechernix awtobusow domoy mne wnesapno prishla misl "kak xorosho chto ti u menya est! ....Ya" nawernoe prichinoy etoy misli bilo kakoe to oshushenie na dushe broshennogo sostoyaniya i postoyanno krutyashiesya frasi " mi bolshe ne luchschee drusya..." esho odnogo druga mne pridetsya wicherknut is moego ushe sostawlennogo spiska priglashonnix na moy den roshdeniya....oshushenie nenushnosti wsex ranne rasdellenix chuwstw, wmeste prowedennogo wremya, wmeste proshitix xoroshix i ploxix momentow wsö w pustuyu.... wed shisn tak korotka i xochetsya ee kashduyu minutu zenit a kogda ponemaesh chto bilo wse prostotak zennost ee propadaet...propadaet uwerennost w drugix ludyax, nachinaesh iskat problemi w sebe dumaesh snachit stolko stoish ti kak chelowek esli ot tebya tak legko otkasiwaütsya opirayas na takuyu glupuyu prichinu " ya ne xochu tebya delit ni s kem..." no odno menya uspakaewaet u menya est ....Ya ili moshet eto toshe tolko illyusiya i wsö eto w pustuyu?....