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I’m so tired. Fucking tired. I don’t want anything. The only thing – I miss you. Dreadfully, unbearably. I would never imagine one can miss a person so deeply. The heart feels so empty that you actually feel the pain. I do need you. Remember than I was working with that Thai guys you were the only one to comfort me. I was exhausted and furious you were the one to come close to me, to say that you are proud, to make me go asleep, even to feed me. You can’t even imagine how grateful I am. Right now I need you again. I don’t need you to take care or comfort me, I just ask you to let me see you, spend at least half a day near you.

Yours faithfully

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