hey. how have you been? it's probably rude of me to ask or even read what you write here. but i was wondering...

hey, i'm fine. but who are you?

uhm, well maybe you don't remember my name, so what about a girl from poland you used to kinda talk to very long time ago? anyway i'm glad you're fine:)

i must remember. what's your name?

impossible to remember everything. Ola.

not in this case. i remember every single thing. well... how have you been?

i don't know, not so bad. aren't you angry that i write after all this time?

i don't know yet what i feel. but not angry. i'm just wondering, what made you write

i came across a song that reminds me of you and i guess i wanted to see how you're doing. anyway, while i have a chance, i want to apologize for all that happened and i want you to know that you will always be special to me. can i ask for something more than 'fine' about how you are? if not i swear i'll disappear right away and i will not bother you anymore.

yeah, there's something about songs. maybe you won't believe, but i did the same today. i mean came across some songs of one particular band, that i haven't listened to for such a long time. no, it's me who needs to apologize. you will be the same for me, i hope you know this. i can tell you everything if you want to know.

why do you think you should apologize? i think of it as all my fault honestly... and i rather thought i will be that bad kind of special in your memories. of course i want to know, that's why i wrote. i just don't know if you're comfortable saying it to me and on this page where anyone can read it.

and i've always thought it was all my fault, because of many things... but there's too much to be said and yes, it's not very comfortable here, i think. or is it for you? anyway, we can talk somewhere else.

i think somewhere else would be better. where? i kind of got rid of icq. but i guess i could install it again...

i also got rid of it. maybe skype? ...or soulseek? but i'm not sure

i guess downloading soulseek won't take much time. is it ok?

yes, it's ok. just tell me your name there, once you've installed the thing.

i hope it works. darkblue21