thought it still should be posted, just for me maybe to read it later. more cries and complains. ready?

just know that somewhere far away, in another country, there is a boy, that loves you genuinely with all his heart, that would cover you from all the bad, that would never leave you in the lurch and always try to help you out as good as he can, that would always give you kisses when you need them, that will never love another girl, for whom you will always be the smartest and pretiest and just the best girl in the world. the boy that will always hope that you are lying under his blanket when he goes to bed and cry every night hours long just to let his pain out and have some sleep. he will always have a dream of hugging you tight and whispering into your ear that he loves you and kissing you as sweet as he can. you will always be the cutiest, sexiest and sweetest girl for him, whatever you think you are. he will always be yours as good as he can, even knowing that you don't care and don't believe him anymore. his first thought in the morning will always be about you, same as the other thoughts during the day and night. no, he doesn't enjoy to be sad at all, it's killing him, but he had better live like this as long as he can be alive than forget you.