there was no warmth, no kisses. you called me boy. i didnt liked it. at all. it hurt me. fuck. so much. why.

if you love me. if you really love. dont think about what will be tomorrow. im here now. with you. feel my hand. feel my lips. my kiss on your lips. my soul is so warm. its seeking for yours. if you love me. forget about tomorrow. be with me now. forget about tomorrow.

no.

i wish for the time of my life. even if it will be only for two days and two nights. they will be worth my every tear, former and future. it could be the time of my life. how i wish for that.

oh come on. stop it.


the worst thing is that i know you dont want to spend time with me and you do this because i feel awful. and i know that you will hurt me in the end, because you dont want to kiss me anymore. you can go on without me. but i feel at the right place only being with you. i can feel that eveything in my life will be alright only when im with you. to feel calm and secure only when im with you. so im not able to make myself not come and wait for you. all day long.