and now not so coolminded...

you said it wasnt a game for you... but now it has automatically turned to be a game...and im your toy... now im miserable and i was just sad, but happy... i thought we are Romeo and Juliette... stupid... i thought my life was happy and i had been born happy and lucky... really i thought so... that latest photos... i was smiling... i was happy...

you think i havent thought about the same as you?... i have...i think that even too much...and i have had come to what you said to me, just the same... it was this autumn... that two months... your love made me believe... it did...
those thoughts... they didnt manage to stop me... and every day i realised and i still do realise things that you said to me... that even if we like each other, its hard to be together... and im still lost cause of them...
but when i thought about you, about your kisses, about your love to me and that you needed me... i felt that i should go on...that finally we would make it out... and be happy... read my letter, that i sent to you not long time ago.. 'Hi my girl I was thinking much about what I can write to you'... the last paragraph... 'you love me, I don’t have words….'
read our conversation on 14/04/2009, please...
now tell me...what has changed?...


ohh im empty...i think i m gonna faint
i have been off for so long... for more than two hours...