Salt on my lips.
08-06-2008 07:52
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Today was again, a day on the beach. I'm writing in english because I feel to lazy and overwhelmed to write in russian...
The ocean...how beautiful and sad could it get? I spotted a couple making love on the beach. Awful joy. But in my ears I had my phones and listened to Sigur Ros. I began to cry. Awful joy made me cry. I recall reading an old newspaper article saying that there is an island of plastic trash the size of European Russia. I thought to myself "that's it. The world is dead already...". And who are we to blame those who littered? Perhaps it is ourselves we should blame for becoming so far from what we call heaven and nature. I don't believe in heaven. I'm sorry; rather, I never did believe in heaven. On what facts can its existence can be based, if there is enough to prove how much the Bible and the Koran are alike? Excuse me.
Like I was saying. I don't believe in heaven. Because I believe in what has actually been examined as true proof. Isn't there a thing called reincarnation?
So yes. It is only fair that my body will decompose into nature (if not burned), and what people call the spirit will construct a different form- depending on the person's dreams or guesses of the future. A new body in a place that is either worse or better. Hell, what guesses? We all know that our world is well not alone in the universe, and that's a frightening fact. I don't care- the day I die will be the day I forget my past, my life, this world, my brother, father, mother, my family, friends, taking only my memories of the past...unless there is a power unseen that will forevermore reunite my bondage to my loved ones. I cannot stand this thought, I cannot stand humanity's simplicity and its way of life, I cannot stand what is going on with the world! If God is the one who made this, then he is the one to judge the true heretics and those who believe in nature in whole. God. "God"...
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