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18.05.2007
The reason I wanted to get closer probably was the thing that I felt lonely and unhappy….
It’s a usual statement for a human to wish (for) someone who will cater for you, who will say that he cares if you are desperately trying to run away from everything and hide in any corner where no one will be able to find you; who will do anything or at least will try his best to make you smile…….
But it’s so hard to be genuine, even with yourself and say that you’ve fallen for someone. And any attempts in denying obvious things are leading to a failure….. And you start to understand that it’s not like the way it was earlier, it drives you mad, it doesn’t want to get out of your head….
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I wanted to post you a letter, but I’ve forgotten your address……
Frankly speaking, I even didn’t ever know your address……
And if I did, I don’t think it could change anything…..
Though if I could change myself a little bit… THAT could help, though I’m not sure for 100%....