I have been thinkng alot. *more than i usually do lol* what if by choosing my path, only relying on my heart, im nmaking the biggest mistake? The same one i made last time when i was demolished by all the shit that fell on me. But if i only choose with m y head then it will just be hell of regreting the undone. And sadly, i cant make those two organs go together no matter how hard i try. Pathetic, Valery. You are almost the happiest person in the world right now, everything is going amazingly good in your life, all you have to do is not look in the mirrors to not see this face haha, but you still doubt all those gifts life is giving you, expecting a trap. I guess, its normal for me, its always been like that, there s always something REALLLY bad after something REALLY good.
Bullshit, this time no tripping.
Ugh my headphones make my head hurt alot.
Peace out, your Valery Samantha
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