I had these dreams 
falling apart at the seams 
he makes me feel like a child 
he males me happy when he smiles 
he makes me sad, makes me mad 
want to give him all i have 
and i have tried to treat him good 
show support like i should 
did my part, he's my heart 
and i've been faithful from the start 
he's my man when we're at home 
and it can't hurt if i don't know 
all his secrets all his lies 
i just keep pushing-em out my mind 
i wish that everybody would stop judging 
pointing fingers its cutting 
my heart is broken 
and no better, feeling so bad 
i gotta make decisions 
i'm strong but who am i kidding, i'll be okay 
but this love is tearing me in half 
nobody wants to be the one breaking up 
i'm down on my knees and praying for his love 
i'm in love 
i'm still in love 
i just don't think that it's enough 
i can feel it getting colder 
i'm afraid of starting over 
to save this life 
we built together 
we need another chance 
it's like my whole life 
and my existence  
he holds in his hands