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“Stop,stop,STOP IT!”. That’s all that is in my head. But I can’t stop, I can’t think of anything else but her. Why is it so? I don’t even know her…all I know is her face and her voice…velvet smooth and soft deep voice…that voice I hear in my head constantly and I cant stop it. I wish I wouldn’t have to, I wish that I would be all mutual, but fuck, she doesn’t even know me. The worst part is that she probably doesn’t even want to know me. It hurts. She is truly addictive, or maybe I just made her up. It is so new to me, so unknown. I feel like Alis in a wonderland, confused and lost. Here I am, with an opened Pandora’s Box and I don’t know what to do with it. God know I can’t close it now, I can’t ignore this stupid strange feeling, needing and longing that’s bared inside of me. Will she give me the chance? And if she will, will I know what to do with it? I feel like my chest will explode any minute or I’ll lose the track of my thoughts and t will all stay unsaid, unfinished, unwritten. It hurts damn it, it really does. But why? For what? For who? I don’t know and it doesn’t even make sense probably, but who cares.

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