i really dont understand what is going on with me

i guess i am just going crazy

crazy about u for some reason

the funiest thing is that i can forget ur name,face and our past for a pretty long time but then it comes back to me with all this tastes and love smells

there should be the reason for it , right?

for the last month i can not think about us for more than a 2 weeks

why when i already made my decision u re writting me withdouble sides sense

u re definetely evil for me

i am destroying myself when i am thinking about u 

i am smoking 10 times more

i am sad all the time and the people around suffering from me

{from miami fountain bleu hotel }

samoe smeshnoe chto ya ymydryaus grustit kogda v nomere so mnoi 4 dryzei veselyatsya

fuck 

i hate myself for this weakness

go out of my life 

dont ever write me again 

cause i can not leave ur message without answer

i ll wait maximum as i can and.. it starts over !