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09-11-2010 22:35
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my life will be fucked-up until I will change my mind.
I understand that shit.
THEY would prefer to see me fucking with every guy I meet and be gone, like, forever.
They would pprefer me not to sit there infron of computer, but be drinking with some strange company.
Really? They don't love me. At all. I see it.
But I can't go away from this. This is my home. How can I go away?
Mother told me if I will not follow her rules I should get out of here.
I just wanna quiet place. I wanna be myself. I can't be mysef here.
I want to smoke. I want to move, but I always create reasons not to do it. I'm so scared. What will happen to my life? I feel....It's all going down. I have nothing, and I want to defend myself from these people.
Really? I have company. A good one, actually. But I'd rather sit at home.
They all make me evil. I don't want to be evil, really. It's not me. It's some other crazy person in me.
Tomorrow I'll go to the University and stay there as long as I can. My home isn't mine anymore.
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