В колонках играет - Rammstein - Feuer Und Wasser
Настроение сейчас - Breathing the fumes

Thank you for that evening, my dear.
It was amazing. You know that. Mixing wine and champagne. Mixing poison and friendship. Everything. It does not change. It is like six or seven months ago. So many emotions, because you are the person, who knows, how hard it is for me sometimes these last weeks. Despite the situation occured, I wanna say that I will never forget. I am gonna bear it in my mind forever. I have catched the main thing. Feuer und Wasser kommt nicht zusammen, right, or not right. Can't say with confidence. But I wanna also say that when I have felt it for the first time, these uncertain, hesitating touches, my lips and throat became dry. I have gotten that feeling. I have catched it, too. I don't know how to explain, but I think that it is 'non necessario'... Hope you can understand me, and hope that you can't read my thoughts, because I can't exactly understand myself. The only thing I wanna and I'm gonna say: I don't feel sorry for that time. Thank you. And one more time again. Thank you.
I have to think.
Shit happens.