it's comming again... sadness... came unexpectadly... can't leave me now, can't leave me never... I won't be able to fall asleep now... my neighbour have arrived home on his F* car just now: this sound usually wakes me up in the middle of the night... (but not today! ha,ha!) and again they've forgotten to switch off the street light, light from wich comes right into my window...

from this I can see that somebody always bother me & my life... Am I bother anyone?

but not about sadness...