Настроение сейчас - loneliness

вот правду говорят: любовь зла, полюбишь и козла. я не говорю, что человек, которого я кажется люблю, козёл в прямом смысле... но когда я его вижу изо дня в день, просто невозможно не влюбиться.... his eyes, which would NEVER show his true feelings and emotions, his glance, that is so angry sometimes which makes me laugh, his vioce, which makes me shudder, his words that are always so ratinally chosen, his silence, his awkwardness, his self assuredness...
хотя я честно признаюсь, я не знаю что такое любовь, настоящая любовь женщины к мужчине и, соответственно, мужчины к женщине. как-то за свои, страшно сказать, 20 лет не влюблялась. i think it is IT... i get so easily destracted when thinking of him... whin he is near i'm making stupid unnesessary things.
"to be loved be lovable." but i think that i cannot. i'm always afraid. "only our fear can prevent us from achieving our dreams." and i'm afraid, horribly afraid. afraid to make mistakes. at the same time i think that if i not tell him the truth i'm making a mistake. but two seconds later i'm afraid to know what's the truth for him...

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