I've finally told my mom, where I intend to go after I'll finish MGPI) To my great surprise she was happy to hear that. She cried that it was a great idea and the sum of money was not very high. Her approval is very important, because it's our common budget and it's our common 3 years of poverty. But, anyway, we won't speak about new shelves next year any more)))
He presented me flowers. So sweet and unexpected.. So wonderful and amazing)) I let 3 words slip out of my lips without thinking. I saw that their meaning was much more serious for him than it was for me.. He was dumbfounded a bit) But I don't see anything so shocking in it.. I can fall in love in 2 days, and so easily fall out of it.. and, in general, I'm quite sure, that I've never truly loved. But yesterday I felt like this, I felt like I want to be with him, to live with him, to give everything to him only to see his smile. And no matter that tomorrow it can change. Tomorrow hasn't come yet.. And today I'm happy and I want to say it to him time and again.. But I won't of course! Because, unfortunately, he is a man))))