The main aim of this diary... Mmmm... How to say? I want to think in English, I want ot express my emotions, feelings... But now I just translate senteses.
So I want to express my thoughts. I make up sentenses in Russian in my mind, then I try to translate it, to find unknown words (if they are) in dictionary... And only then I speak or write.

In my opinion it's unnormal. I'm a linguist, I'll communicate with different people, English people!
So, I want to forget Russian for some time!)))