..fucked up..with everything..but still..I`m starting to get used to everything around..or may be..I just made myself not to think about..you know what..or maybe..i have too much things to do..to have time on thinking..or there are no tears left in my eyes..or may be..all the things inside..they became insensible..whatever happened..I feel a lil`bit better..and the sun was shining today..and that made me happy..but hearing that in Opalennica there`s +25..made me really envy..