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Today was a hard day, honestly. Too stressful, too emotional. It's almost over now.
If I would write letters what would I write about? I don't know.
I found a diary on li.ru with a nickname "letters to God". I didn't like it much but it made me think about the phrase currently.
What would I write even if I new my letters won't be read as a possibility. Would I coplain. No. I don't want to complain. Coz I want to be greatful and thankful for what I have.
Today being at the hospital... I realized that I should be thankful for what I have because it is so easy to lose yourself.. even not phisically.
I wanna be thankful because I HAVE EVERYTHING! I have my family, my best in the whole world friends, 2 angels in the sky.. (my brothers) I know they take care of me.
Why I don't think about it when I'm upset.. or stressful? No idea... I should.
I should remember to respect what I was given.
But we always want something more....
Something wonderful...
Almost a miracle...

And then after we lose something we think... I used to HAVE THIS MIRACLE!...

think about it.