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Настроение сейчас - wanna be nowhere.. I need time to think.

Still sick. But I'm gonna be alright, I have a faith in myself)))
Yesterday was very INTERESTING evening. I saw people from the other side, sudenly.
I realized how much I've changed.
Felt like suddenly I figured out what kinda person I am.
Unexpectedly.
I know that.
I found myself staying when I used to leave ("уходить в сад")
I don't hide anymore. I just stay and see what will happen then.
It's like a torture and it hurts.
But I'm among other people, but it's not my point.
No.
I don't run from things anymore. Anymore.
But I used to.
I wanted to leave when it was getting too tough to handle the situation.

And M.
I think I Saw him too.
He is not that kind of person I thought he is.
I would talk to him about it yesterday but I didn't want to spoil the evening.
Dissapoined and broken.What else can I say.
I think we went too far away. I should have stopped myself long ago.
But it's too late now..

Jee! Am I that dramatic?)))
Well.. this is all what I feel.