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it's been a long day and you know what? it's not over yet!
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I didn't go to school today coz i didn't have to take exams... so I went to my host Mom's work in the morning.
She is a kindergarden teacher.
All day was kind of fun, I've just got home.
Kids are fun, but as Ashlyn said they are "crazy phyco litte kids"))
I didn't really believe it at first.. but then they had a rises (which is like spending sometime on the playgroung outside)
Yes! They are psyco!!!
OMG! They were screaming so loud! Wow! We were playing... kind of... they were chasing me... about 7-8 laps around the playground.
I even fell once! =D
Ashlyn came there after school and it wasn't that bad. I really like her when she's in the good mood and talks to me. But is doesn't happen often. Yeah...
I wish that kindergardens in russia would be like that, but I don't feel regret coz I like a lot the kindergarden where I went. I still remember a lot. And some is not on the picture... just in my memory.
When yesterday I ws very very upset about Ash, I thought Iwill stop trying to go o contact, coz i feel so tired trying and trying....
So today i'm still trying. I'm going to the bascetball game with her and 2 of her friends.
It got a little better for like an hour. I mean she started talking to me, like a real, normal conversation. I was so excited about it! She told me about a guy that she met in a church and how they texting each other all the time till midnight.
Well, this is awesome! I'm not even kidding!
If she'll get a boyfriend or something... I want her to be happy. I can't see her not smiling and being so closed in herself (when she is with me). Coz i don't feel good about it.
Seems like there is less ICE between us today, i'm so glad.
But something deep inside of me tells me that this is like always for a very short period of time. I'm trying not to listent to it. . . . . . YET!

So I'm leaving for basketball game soon, but i'll keep you posted.

PS: like the song.

DAUGHTRY LYRICS

"It's Not Over"

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,
And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We'll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around....
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