well,

listening to the song by Kelly Clarcson.... The phrase

"So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been"

goes good with my situation.
So, today was M's and mine 3 months anniversary. I can't believe it's been that long. A lot of things had happened. Good and bad. I'm glad we're still together. He's my boyfriend... yes.. but he's been always my friend first. We can talk about everything. I don't know... everything... Like Ashlyn.
The whole new story about her - she liked him before I came, she asked him out, he didn't go, he liked other girl from our school... But this girl had a boyfriend, now this girl doesn't have a boyfriend anymore and flirts with him, cry, call him, follow us and etc, coz she broke up with her boyfriend and in love with M now! This sounds really like a TV show! So, M the other day came to my house and told me the whole story, because he've seen this crazy girl following us in the hallway and he got scared that she could've said somthing to me or do something to me. WOW! He was looking so cute while telling me the story.
Seems like a lot of people like him... he's attractive and doing a lot of sports!))))))
Well, maybe thats why Ashlyn is like this with me sometimes....

PS: the original lyrics of the song:
"You Found Me"

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me

(You found me)
(When no one else was lookin')
You found me
(How did you know just where I would be?)
You broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
The good and the bad
And the things in between
You found me
You found me

Ok... He found me. This is my longest relationship... hm...
We called our day a Doughnut Day! Coz he gave me a box of doughnuts =) and I drew him a card with a doughnut on it... It's been nice.

Something new about me.
I get mad at him easely when he says that call be back in 10 minutes and calling in 15...and stuff like this. Why am i such a perfectionist? Can't I just be happy? I guess not. Well, maybe.
He's trying hard to do everything for me - giving me a ride, calling me, meeting me at school every morning early, meeting me after school, taking me out to get some fun.. I can go on and on!
He's been telling me what a great girlfriend I am.. And? What am I doing? Nothing! Nothing... just enjoying his attention.. What am I supposed to do?
He whats to do whatever I want to, we never argue about what to watch on tv, he makes me laught and makes me forget about sad things, just for couple seconds, but anyway it works!
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