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Still sick...
today was the first day of christmas holidays.. =( I feel upset and tired.
Actually i was sleeping all day today. I woke up at 12 this morning, then I heard Patrick's voice "Alina, we're sorry" Then Trevor's band started playing. They play really loud. I can't be in my room and you're getting a headache even if you're upstears. So... I came upstears. And fell asleep in the armchair, trying not to pay attention to loud noises. (The only thing i don't like about Trevor's band is that they scream their lyrics)
Then i watched The Phantom of Opera, I've read the book be4, so it was pretty interesting...
At dinner i ate just a little bit of it, like, couple bites...
I don't eat much recently. Today I had a banana, yesterday 1 slice of pizza, the day before - a toast... I know that I should eat more, but i'm not hungry.
My host dad told me that if i really feel bad - i should tell me and they'll take me to the doctor. But i don't want to go to the doctor! He asked me if my lungs hurt... i think they do, I feel scared. Hope it'll go away. Taking my medicine, but it seems like doesn't work at all!!!! Wanna cry, don't want to tell my parents that i'm sick, they'll get upset.
Because i'm sick i'm not allowed to leave the house, so i couldn't go shopping and to the movie with M and his family today... he's going tovisit me in the morning 2morrow and we'll watch a movie. I'm glad coz somebody cares........ =(
All my sickness scares me a lot.... don't know what to do and what is right for me... feels really weak...............(((((((((((((((