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I've seen my Mama in my dream last night. It was a wonerful, a very nice dream. It's magical, it's the only way I can see her now, pictures don't count, coz theyre not real... well, dreams are not real eather... anyway..

The craziest day ever.
When my teacher asked me today am i ok and i said the whole day sucks... she started laughing. She said that i'm talking just like an american. HA! funny.
It was the worst days ever. I don't want to tell you all the bad stuff, because I've just stopped being mad at verything and everyone... ect.
In the car (when M took me home, he had track practice and I had my drama play until 5) I told him how everything's falling apart and feels like i screwed everything up.... etc. he told me that everything is gonna be fine. I was mad at him too, because he didn't show up in the morning - his car broke down...rrrr, damn car! - he said we need to talk, and he was quite serious. He said we'll talk in the morning.
I don't know where I got this idea that he's gonna break up with me, but never mind. Probably coz I think it's gonna end really bad, but i'm not talking about it right now.
I said we should talk now. He said tomorrow is better coz it's a long talk probably.
He started talking. I was listening.
He was talking about everything that makes him so busy (today, actually wasn't the 1st day I got mad at him) track and his work. told me who are his friend are angry because with them tht much anymore... and it's not because of me. bla-bla-bla... he apalogised. I could be even a little mad at him anymore. I know that's all true, I can see him trying to figure everything out. See him upset when he comes later then me to school in the morning... etc. Usually he's never sad! never!
Then he made a pause and said: I love you. You know it, right?
I was so shocked. The moment before I was so afraid that maybe I'll accidently tell him that to make him feel better.
I said - finally - I guess I do, well, you didn't tell me. He said should I? (well, everything's cleam. 1 other time you can see how guys are different from girls. Girls are saying what they feel, guys just do nice things for girld and assuming that girls CAN READ THEIR MINDS!!!!)
It is so unbelieveble!!!
It wasn't a usual love scene from the movie and feels real, he was talking about it some more, but it was so hard to concentrate.....
PS:Msaid ever... this kinda reminded me of e.... my first love... how he said forever .... and it didn't really last that long. I'm still so sad that love is over.
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