Something are too hard to say And I don't know what to say anyways This past month has been a little weird All there memories keep coming back And they are not good I keep blaming myself for a lot of stuff Sometimes I even hate myself I want to just jump off a cliff for all the stupid mistakes that I have made in the past I want love I want it so bad..... I can love with I want that person to love me back And not want me just for my body I want him to want me for me To want me with his soul, body and mind But..all I can do is wish..and sit here and wait Until that day comes...until he realizes that he loves me