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Why am I so afraid to love someone? Why do I want to tell myself that I can't have this feelings for someone? I guess that I am scared to be alone again. I am scared of getting hurt and betrayed. Sometimes I wonder if love is real or is it just an illusion? After what happend with the last guy that I loved, I am scared to have strong feelings for someone. I am scare to get close to that person. I like a guy a lot. And you know who you are. You mean a lot to me. You always make me smile when I just want to cry. Even when I feel so much pain that I can't take it anymore, you somehow make it better.You have this amazing ability to make me laugh.There is a feeling inside of me that I never felt before whenever I talk to you.I just can't put it in words how I feel about you.I wonder if we ever be really together or will it never happen. Will be just another guy who is playing with my feelings or do you actually have feelings for me? I hope that you will tell me how you really feel or I'll just have to keep guessing and going out of my mind and wonder what you feel for me. I don't know if you will read this or if you will understand what I wrote. But I needed to get that off my chest.