I think it's time of the last post about you. because it regrew up in giant size. I made a lot of mistakes, I lost you. I lost everything. However I can't mention that I have loved you always. I adore your voice, your ears, your eyes especially. I fell asleep usually thinking about you. I a little bit scared about myself.. in reason...you know what reason... it's very hard to me... but I want to be with you. to feel you. fuck. it's too difficult to understand. I can't imagine my life without you. It's too hearty ... oh.. it's life. I didn't love anybody so long as I love now you...
Furthermore, from time to time my love is becoming stronger and stronger... I completely understand that you also suffer from this fact . Kuznec I think also loves you. And she wants me not to demonstrate my love. Okay,,, I'll try. But my nerve are not very strict. and someday i will not survive.
I belive you don't hate me... and something i gave to you... and you will not forget me...
and I will not forget myself
someday somehow
Just what I want to add. That you are everything for me now. And when you just say hi to me, I'm very happy. and when you change status in icq and i know something about you, i also become happy.
i love you
i tangled what life for me... besides you
and if you go.. I wanna go with you. and if you die i wanna die with you
I think it's all that i wanted to say.
I promise Kuznec love you silently..........................
I suffer only by myself.
ONly I will suffer.
you are free,,
no posts about you, no status about you, no words about you....
but..........................
Will I survive///// i'll try. ( die in dreams.
I love.
The end.
The last, remember. the last.
be happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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