It's been over a year since i posted sth on here.

So much has happened to me, and yet I feel like I'm back to where I started. Back to where I was. Last spring.

I got a boyfriend and broke up with him.
I finished school and started uni instead.
I lived alone and am back with the family.
I became a party animal and am now my normal self.
I forgot Moscow for a moment and I miss it more than ever.
I thought I didn't care about love anymore and now want to love again.

Today's the first autumn rain. Rain? More like a hurricane outside. Wind and water everywhere. Grey sky. Oh I missed it. I needed my rain back. Woke up this morning and felt free again. Complete, awake. What was I thinking all this time? What was I doing? It all doesn't matter any more. And what matters I don't feel yet, but I feel it coming. It's close, it's nearly here. And I don't have long to wait. And when it comes, I'll get a brand new start......