Ok when Im worried I go insane
I start hating ppl and I cant control it
cuz in my head im worried and it frustrates me that you cant see
although u cant even have any possible idea in ur hear
cuz i never said anything,,, or if i did i wouldnt be able to explain
i wanna be held tight and strong
for all eternity
for all the times my head would go wham,
for all the times i cant deal with myself
and now is the time when i really cant
when i really am goin down,,,
although there are no reasons that i could justify
i just wish it wasnt like this
i just wish i could do smthg
and i can bt i aint got the guts
to speak
cuz im not a part of it
cuz im not capable of doin it
sometimes i wonder
who do u think i am?
what do u know of me?
im lost in two different worlds
and i can never adapt to the two i cant never be either one
i just never was meant to be i suppose