things accomplished in the past 12 hours:

1. did bout 10 pages of ideas for drawings
2. smoked a pack of b&h that btw failed their markieting campaign in chine cuz of the gold and black pack
3. read a little of palhanik that said that the worst mistake we humans make is being born and the rest of our lives we try to correct it, or was it not him?
4. missed u
5. waited for u
6. elaborated upon how all my knowledge really used to come from u
7. did it
8. felt guilty
9. felt happy
10. drank
11. spoke to pol
12. felt shit
13. waited for u some more
14. created ne memories in the past
15. elaborated upon beauty and feelings in art,,, shame it all went down the drain was quite a theory put down in words
16. got drunk
17. gotta go sleep wakey wakey in 5 hours tops.

i miss u good night