В колонках играет - Guns&Roses - Don't Cry

I came home and called mum,,, like all the other times,,, nothing ever changes,,, So I came to find, doing not this way, feeling like I'm gone, feeling there's no way,,,and I just crawled and cuddled up on my bed,,, that feeling again, like I have no bones, like there's a fire inside, like everythin inside is dying,,, I doubt I could put it into words, the feeling when you just wanna be very very very small, non existent, a feeling that you wanna hide,,, disappear, too many feelings,,, too many emotions,,, I cant even cry,,, it's like a feeling of everythin crumbling, crushing, burning, dying insdie, the feeling of loneliness, but differen type,,, the one when you accept it,,, when it doesnt matter,,, when life is ... finished,,, and I wanted to cry,,, like every other time he left,,, wanted to scream, shout, crash evertyhin around, but all I could do was lie there,,, like every time,,, like I dont have a voice, like a jelly fish,,,
Can it ever burn enough, to turn to dust?
I dont let it come out,,, like a reaction to swallow,,, I dont know if I can let it out,,, I dont know if there is anthg to come out,,,
Nothing changed,,, not a fraction,,, not a tiny little milisecond of that brain reaction to him,,,
6 long long years,,,
Just this feeling, that I want to be in his arms, spend my life with him,,, have his kids,,, marry him,,, fuck that,,, just to be in one room with him,,, or one country for a starter,,, walk the streets and wait, wait to meet him again,,, hope,,, hope that he'll come back,,,

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