What's happened with me?

answer,please,i need to know.

I can't understand myself...

...five minutes ago i were absolutely happy...

and now i'm trying to stop thinking about you.

I've tried to love you

I've tried to forget you

I've tried to forgive you

but

I will always hate you,I will always love you

Since that day,you will be in my heart forever...

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But not only i in torment...

You said,that you can't look at me

                                     at my smile

                                       in my eyes....

You said,that you can't hear my voice

                                               my laugh

You can't without me,

but you feel pain,when you with me...

We need each other,but our hearts are too far

Forgive me and forget...

and i'll try to forget you...forget you...forget you...

I'm so sorry...

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P.S. может некоторым покажется странным,что я пишу на англ.язе,но мне так,почему-то,легче выразить свои мысли.хотя наверное многие и не затруднили себя прочтением этого монолога...

Но тем кто всеже прочитал, мое искреннее спасибо...