I wonder if you pray for signs? I think it's not silly to do so, for we ask God for guidance and signs are a way of showing us what to do next. A way God shows us His will. I believe that my God hears every whisper I make and inclines His ear towards my pleadings. He knows my heart better that I do. He will teach me, protect me, guide me, discipline me, and love me endlessly. He chose me to be His daughter, He will shape me into a better human being, a creation by His heart.