well, although i might regret saying this, im gonna say it anyway, because its realy bothering me as its starting to be all i ever think about - honestly..

i love you,
i wish i could say its simple as that, but i cant..
because it isnt simple, it isnt making me 'suffer' but it kinda hurts? you get me... but still its meant to.

i know for a fact that i wont forget you.. it isnt easy, i tried to not come or not say anything to you in-order to forget you but supriseingly i couldnt forget you lol, and i want to tell you that i am ready to wait all my life, all my life.....

ye.. we are friends but in a way, i just youknow feel..ah, i cant explane, and i know ive broken like all the rules n stuff but as i said, its a risk i had to take, the things i wana discuss with you i cant because you either say i dont wana talk about it or you say that hurts me.. so oksana, tell me what i have to do