WHY???
For what???
What's the reason???
What've happend???

I hope it ll change me... may be it ll takes n=me stronger.. sometimes i just hating my self..and then i ask everyone to hate me ..

MissPosh, but remember that sometimes your words (which you say only because of you bad mood) can hurt people who appreciate and love you... Imagine yourself in *for ex* your mom's shoes when she asks you to hate her... It's not good I think ;)

Langel, i try to remembe it all the time..but sometimes i am losing my self..i suffer my self even if i dnt want to do it....yh i imagine it..thats even worse then just not good..thats teribble..i hope she nerev lll ask me to do it..
i just hate myself caz of sam reasons..i want change it but i cant..actually i even can but i amnot doin that..caz i am scared..thats noisin me sooo much.thats killing me(