I know you are behind – right behind me. I close my eyes and I can feel your hand on my shoulder.
You are back.
My Angel.
The most dear, the most beloved in the whole world…in all the worlds I know.
I cant see you – maybe I’m just too blind now – but still I feel you and I swear I can hear you – smiling mildly behind my back. But I know you – your kind eyes and light hair, your sweet but very sad face. You stand behind me with your right hand on my shoulder, with your great soft strong white wings half open – you guide my way.
And I am not afraid – not with you behind my back.
You know, when you left I felt so… broken… into 3000 pieces… lonely…sad… LOST.
I know I’ve been foolish. That was nonsense to ask you for that. But you forgave me…
I love it most in you – you forgive. Even me, though I don’t deserve it…
I promise I’ll try to be better. With you being so near I cant be bad any more.
I close my eyes – you put a hand on my shoulder and smile
“Welcome back, child”
I am not afraid any more.