Since I've been lost

What's the memories of past?
Letters, poems burned to dust...
What are dreams of future life,
When you're holding sharpest knife?

Hopes are gone, party is over
Ashes in air slowly hovers
Frail world, which kneels for fears
I won't waste any more tears

Quest for pity and compassion
Or for love, and hottest passions?
Drowned in velvet eyes of stranger
Being lost, frozen, endangered

Why to care for existence?
When between us - such a distance
Why to rise up from my knees
If you're still don't need in me...

Hold me, guide me, take my hand
Give me any strength to stand
Please, don't leave, please give me sense
To continue life, to mens

Ashes in air slowly hover
No more hope. Party is over
No more freedom, but no host
I am half-dead, since I've been lost...